i wish i knew how to talk for 10-30 (youtube-podcast scale) minutes at a time fluently without disassociating five minutes in and just getting lost in deep torrential thought like dante being cast into the inferno.
@root i always used to enjoy the Youre So Brave podcast with like how they sometimes would just podcast through the dissocation. i feel if you like found someone you had that kind of rapport with where you bounce off each other with whatever vibes happening it might help?
@mxsiege possibly! who knows lol
@root i swear trans youtubers must edit out a hell of a lot of dissociation.. and having to look at your face and listen to your voice as a job? fuuuuuuuucccc
@root err sorry not meant your face, was just thinking about any trans youtuber having to go through that, would destroy me.
@mxsiege lol the only jobs i've been able to get in the past 5ish years have mostly been call center jobs where i need to listen to my voice a ton and it's hell. not just like from talking on the phone but also a lot of listening to my recorded calls for one reason or another. i wish i could find a job. preferably one that isnt fuckin that.
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